Nine of Wands

✦ The I'm-Still-Standing Card

✦ Nines are about maturing and seeing things clearly

Often, ‘awareness’ means showing how suits deal with problems inherent in their nature. If you live a life of fiery Wand passion, you are likely to get beaten, tired, and bloodied more than once in your pursuit of what fuels you. In the Rider-Waite-Smith version of the Nine of Wands, a man who has clearly had the snot kicked out of him stands ready to fight another day. I chose to draw someone hard at work, after many hours. The chewed pens—our wands—symbolize creative energy. It’s what keeps us going. As a self-employed artist, I connect to this character deeply. In working this hard, he has neglected other aspects of his life, which might include sufficient sleep, a social life, or moments of leisure.

✦ Whatever the conflict is, keep fighting

What is important to note about the Nine of Wands is that it tells you to hold your ground through the final push, not to live like this forever. This hardship is worth bearing, but don’t make it your whole life. You are strong. You have endured, and you need to keep enduring. The end is in sight.